Shame and Sex

I don’t know why I feel shame toward sex. Not all the time, but sometimes I do. I am open-minded and possess a sex-positive attitude towards it, but I still occasionally feel an element of shame towar_ Fern:I explained to him that I’m not interested in a sexual relationship unless its going somewhere and he said [...]
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Oda:
So im not sure oif someone put it in his head to be alone for a bit or what but it sucks because I want him and I dont know...we still have talked since but its hard because even though we werent in a relationship all those feelings are there still...
(25 February 2018)

Oda:
He said he had been talking to his family and thinking a lot and realized all this.
(25 February 2018)

Oda:
But he said he wasnt being fair to me.
(25 February 2018)

Oda:
He also claimed to not want to waste mine or his time but i didnt see it like that.
(25 February 2018)

Altagracia:
Could there ever be a chance?
(25 February 2018)

Simone:
Should I go to bridal shows?
(25 February 2018)

Simone:
I know my fiance and I will not have a date picked out for quite some time until we get our finances in order.
(25 February 2018)

Simone:
On bridal show I am thinking about attending is coming up in a couple weeks.
(25 February 2018)

Simone:
Should I go to enjoy myself and get inspiration or not yet?
(25 February 2018)

Simone:
I do not know if this is appropriate though because I do not plan on booking any vendors (as we do not have a date set) and I do not want to take time away from brides who have a more set-in-stone plan.
(25 February 2018)