Return of the strange dreams.

Some of you who have gotten to know me off site know that I don’t always (or should I say rarely) sleep well. And before anyone gets to it. I have been to a doctor once or twice. No reason was_ Lakisha:All I have to say is middle school sucks lol.(21 June 2018) Lakisha:And now I avoid [...]
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Rachal:
I want to help her as much as I can, but I also don't want to hurt myself.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
While I am grieving, her grief is so much worse than mine ever could be.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
And since she recently discovered his suicide note (entirely addressed to me), I know she still feels like I have some type of connection to her.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
BUT I also know she feels like she needs to meet someone who her son was with for over 2.5 years, who had a significant impact on his life.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
I am worried it will drag up feelings and stressors I have either gotten over or pushed aside and I don't want to derail my healing progress.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
The problem for me is that I am not entirely certain I really want to meet her.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
She is still grieving, as am I, and she would like to meet me still, even though he is no longer with us.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
Here's the catch: my former fiance took his own life in the beginning of this year.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
She wants to meet me for the first time now that she is in the country and will be in time for a while.
(20 June 2018)

Rachal:
My former fiance's mother is in town and I have never formally met her.
(20 June 2018)