That End- of-Summer, Back-to-School Feeling

Time to turn a page. It’s a season of change. Those long, lazy summer days are coming to an end. My children start school tomorrow, the NFL football season begins later this week, and the U.S. p_ Ming:For the first time in my relationship with my gilfriend, I felt more excited to see my crush than [...]
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Hulda:
Her and dad even came to my graduation ceremony, and they had never gone to any of my school festivities.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
This year, we usually met 2-3 times a week.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
Before this year we saw each other like once a month.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
We met, each other and with dad, more and more.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
We went out to the movies a lot and she was being sweet to me.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
This year sis really started being much nicer to me.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
But sis didn't, she stopped me, and said that there's no reason to ever say I wanted to die.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
Nobody cared, they were all going to just let me do it.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
I cut myself in 10th grade, and attempted suicide in 11th, when that girl, who I had developed genuine feelings for, abandoned me.
(20 August 2018)

Hulda:
They manipulated her, she hooked up with one of them and now she hates me. edit: I felt I lost all my friends...and highschool...is when I started feeling massively depressed.
(20 August 2018)