The lick went deep…

We chatted in IM as if nussing was wrong…ignoring the fat I mean obese warted pimpled jaundiced wrinkled bucktoothed 3 toothed bowlegged nappy headed … elephant in the room….he never owne_ Jimmie:Today, his dad came in and we talked.(12 May 2019) Jimmie:He is around the same age as me, I think he is about 25, I’m 26. [...]
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Shoshana:
The times I have talked about moving on he has gotten aggitated and mad.
(13 May 2019)

Shoshana:
Im 35 right now and I do want those things HE is 31. Im thinking about just stop returning his calls and messages and he only messages me now about 2 times a week.
(13 May 2019)

Shoshana:
He told me he doesnt believe in marriage and doesnt know when he will want kids.
(13 May 2019)

Shoshana:
I sometimes wonder why we are even together I told him early on into our relationship that I wanted to get married and have kids and that was my goal.
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
How to stop hating my life?
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
I just really really hate my life.
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
I workout everyday and eat relatively healthy to try to feel better.
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
I just am so unhappy with my life and I don't know how to make the empty hole inside me just stop hurting.
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
I was always a strong, well known girl.
(13 May 2019)

Phung:
I had never done drugs until we met.
(13 May 2019)